
I miss those times.. The times when we used to hang around in the college gallery, when the rest of the college was attending lectures.. Nothing much to talk, enjoying the breeze, the shade, the silence.. When our hearts spoke to each other.. When we realised our own world.. I miss those times.. at the milma booth beside, the countless pazhamporis u bought for me.. pampered me.. I miss those times, when u waited for me to come out of my class, to sit behind you on your bike and drive on the empty roads.. I felt like a princess, happiness of the whole world was mine... I miss those times, the frequent visits to EFC, where we discussed most of our future, where you took me to dreams.. where you showed me how our life will be.. I miss those times.. when we had nothing else in mind, you in mine and me in yours!! I thank the moment, just that one moment, which made me realise that I can be yours.. Forever and ever..

I miss those times when you were my sole company in class.. such a short time and the extent to which we became close.. I poured out to you, the indifference of other people, how strange I felt at times.. My life had changed and only you could accept that.. I miss those times, when you me and he were like a family, the small trips in car with u behind, my dreams with him I shared with you.. you alone.. I miss those times, with you, our project, seminar, labs, assignments, combined studies.. and one day you became the bride and I missed that too!!
I miss those times... when that small hostel room was not actually small for the 4+1 of us! I miss those times when I was the alarm for all of you in the mornings.. when we took shifts in the mornings to use the bathroom, when we shared the mirror, we exchanged our new tops, when I preferred your opinion about my dress to mine. the everyday walk to college together.. I miss those times, when the single cot was enough for two of us, where we lay down and relaxed, chatting..talking.. laughing..I miss those times, when your bag was mine, my shoes were yours.. and earings!! We had plenty in common.. I miss those times.. when dinner time was together, no matter what!.. Your life was mine, the A-Z I knew.. I miss those times.. the study leaves, the chatters, jokes, laughter, movies, combined studies, birthday gifts, songs, orkut.. I miss those times with you all..
I miss those times too.. when u and I were together all the 8 hours of the day.. when we longed to reach the school.. the company of each other we enjoyed the most. when we listened to long boring classes with novels beneath the desks.. I miss those times.. when our innocence was exploring the world outside.. the little secrets we shared.. the small joys too.. I miss those times.. colour dress only on Saturdays, the lunch boxes we exchanged, the stories we wrote in copy-writing books.. I miss those times, when nothing else mattered to us, the world was silly, just we mattered. and our friends..
This post is dedicated to those few people who were very close to me at some point of time.. Times changed, lives changed.. We shed tears in farewell, but the closeness still persists.. I met new people, made new friends, but the moments I shared with you all are irreplaceable.. I will always miss those times..
P.S: the above lines are not applicable for the person in the first para! :)
if i say that the post is a very touching one, i would rather put it in a very small box...
ReplyDeleteits more like a poetry that i would like to read and revise, that i would like to keep so close to my heart...
may be others mite not get it in its true emotion, but I KNOW THE PAIN U HAD, SCRIBBLING DOWN THOSE BEAUTIFUL SET OF WORDS...
the best ever girlo...am proud of u...
nice one... am sure all those friends of urs will feel very very happy (& senti too) reading this...
ReplyDeleteamazing......its good you know once in a while to pour out what you heart feels,re-think old times, whenever i post something like this, ppl tell me to chill and stop being senti but i am sure you feel as good as those times were!
ReplyDeletebeautiful post di!! absolutely beautiful...definitely ur best work yet!!...u took me back to our college again yaar...our milma booth..the pazhampooris...aah..heaven...i hope the people u paid tribute to read this..coz its so sweet and nicee...proud of u gal..!!
ReplyDeleteand btw..seems like our lil talk has done the both of us lots of good eh!!..;-)
College day revisited ... :) The 4 years are definitely the best and will never come back ...
ReplyDeleteThis post is the best so far... i read this from my office and 4got where i was for some time...went back to those college days...i still remember the day when i packed off from there..sitting in the car..crying..amma was telling it's ok..u'll get over it...but till this day, it never happened..really wish to go back to those times..many of the best days in my life was spend there..with you all. Miss you a lot dear..
ReplyDeletevery touching...and nostalgic....u r a fren anybody ll be proud to have....
ReplyDeleteCheers to the 4 best years of life!!!!!
LOve your blog!
ReplyDelete@ all : Thanx a lott!! ur comments mean a lot..
ReplyDeleteyaar... exactly wat i ponder over in solitude...wen i listen to a rock ballad... n chat on 4 hours wid special frens wen we r high :-).... but never cud pen down these "thots"... :-) ... simply awesome.. kp it up...
ReplyDeletedamn good... really manages to evoke the emotion u felt while writing this... but its making me really depressed for all thats become past by now... to know those days are behind us...
ReplyDeleteAnon
You'll get me fired!!!!!
ReplyDeleteWas reading it and got lost in memories.. was like when u find that old book inside ur cupboard that some long lost "best friend" gave you...and BOOOM!!! u r off to another planet or somethin...BAD thing to do when u r supposed to be working hard... for the money you get paid..
Itz too goood dear... makes it worth taking the risk of a potential job loss...;)
Nice post..everyone will remind their college days in their bsy schedule...just b'coz of u... :)
ReplyDelete@ambuly : nice to knw dat we think the same, diff is u think wen u r hi!! :)
ReplyDelete@anon : desp aavalle mone.. :P
@MWTL : u r one of my permanent readers dear, i dont want u to be jobless!! plss take care..
@Ishi : Am flattered.. thank u!
some memories just suck us to good old times.. and sure this one woould have.. i remember mine too.. good one
ReplyDeletenice articulation of collected memories...
ReplyDeleteHey chakku.....
ReplyDeleteThat was very very special and touching too...and u know how it is when i say its touching... always felt the same abt whatever u worte....
I knw exactly how it was in our fav hostel room...GKP...those great days i would say the best days in my life ever....
that cramped up cot and both of us lying on it some jus looking at my bunk bed above and talking of matters well beyond that roof.... anything silly stupid seroius gossipy imp decisions of the time etc etc....
Now my cot is big my room is more spacious yet i find it very very empty without u near me .....
Love u loads ...
Molu...